It has been a while now

I has been awhile since I last write .. could not find a topic to write about .. so it seems ..

My journey into self discovery .. well it has been more of a confusing ride and which I will end up with this remark .. "What is LIFE is all about?!" It is just about having a family, a good job, wealth .. well that's what the majority are doing everyday .. what about connection to GOD .. as a Muslim praying 5 times a day sufficient? Does 6236 verse in the Al Quran do mean something? If so when did we take time to really read it with understanding?

As day goes by more & more things are just revealing itself to me which makes me wanna to know more .. to understand the true meaning of "Life is just an experience" well that what most Gurus will tell you. If it is just an experience .. why bother to take pride in all our doings, to be sad when a bad thing happen, to be angry when disappointed and many more. What so important in having all these feelings and most well just create more harm .. Look at the world we live today, read the headlines of the newspapers, nothing is showing that all are just fine, we live in a stressful worrying world.

These are the majorities are behaving, thinking and wanting .. in which reflects back on what is the world today. There are minorities which think otherwise and these are the gifted people, the great ones, prophets, the super rich and some we know today as Oprah, Bill Gates, Nabi Muhammad, Buddha just to name a few. What are so different about them that the ordinary people lacking? They are just as ordinary looking people well they dressed in designer clothings, drives fancy cars and live in mansion .. but on the surface they are just a human created by God as do everyone else. God is being biased by selecting only few to be the Great Ones? Can we blame God for who we turn out to be today? If Oprah as an example was selected to be the Great One, would she know it back when she was 13 yrs old being raped by her own family members that she was destined to be who she is today? What did actually happen that change her? What did actually happen that made Muhammad want to be a prophet? What was the tipping point? Do I have a tipping point and what is my tipping point? What about you?